lulublu's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm just glad he said it first.... Just finished getting caught up on the diaryland comings and goings......times are a' changin, eh kiddos?
You guys are my heroes. Tomorrow, I have my third and final interview with this company for a research asst. position. I need this job so badly, and I'm terrified it's going to fall through. Buuuuut, I'm trying to stay positive, even though I haven't a clue how I'm going to pay my rent...... Oh, and having a panic attack over my completely maxed out credit card, which was my last vestige of finance..... I've quit therapy for the time being, mostly because my therapist and I have hugely conflicting schedules, but also, because I have run out of things to say. So I'm taking a break, and just living in the moment. Okay, so really I'm just trying to avoid poverty-induced embolisms, and figure out who might possibly loan me 500 bucks. (the answer to that, dear children, is NO ONE.) The boyfriend situation: He said "I love you" on tuesday. I said it back. Because scarily enough, I do. I love him. I met his parents last night. Was nervous as all HELL. They were fantastic, and apparently, they really like me. This make me very happy. He makes me happy. And that's so weird to me, b/c if you had told me that this is how it would be when this whole mess began, I'd have laughed in your face.
1:19 p.m. - 2006-03-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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